Out Of Myself

(LP, 2009)

SIDE A

1. The Same River 12:01
2. Out Of Myself 03:44
3. I Believe 04:15
4. Reality Dream 06:15 (instrumental)

SIDE B

1. Loose Heart 04:51
2. Reality Dream II 04:45 (instrumental)
3. In Two Minds 04:39
4. The Curtain Falls 07:59
5. OK 04:47

  • Duration:
    53:11
  • Size:
    12"
  • Speed:
    33 rpm
  • Weight:
    180g
  • Label:
    Primal Vinyl Records (PVR0003LP)
  • Release Date:
    March 24th, 2009
  • Music:
    Riverside
  • Lyrics:
    Mariusz Duda
  • Recording:
    Jacek Melnicki, DBX Studio 2003
  • Mix:
    Magda & Robert Srzedniccy, Serakos Studio 2003
  • Mastering:
    Grzegorz Piwkowski - Higendaudio
  • Production:
    Riverside
  • Band photos:
    Sylwia Prach
  • Illustration, Design & Layout:
    Travis Smith @ Seempieces
  • Guests:
    Krzysztof Melnicki - trombone in OK
Out Of Myself

Versions:

Members:

Mariusz Duda

Mariusz Duda vocals, bass guitar, acoustic guitar

Piotr Grudziński

Piotr Grudziński electric guitars

Piotr Kozieradzki

Piotr Kozieradzki drums & percussion

Jacek Melnicki

Jacek Melnicki keyboards

Lirycs

  • The Same River

    Part I (instrumental)

    Part II (instrumental)

    Part III (Again)

    /she/

    I stay... I swear... I am... I can...

    Please take a walk with me
    Let me know - Am I to blame?

    As you know
    I've always loved you and I know I will always love...

    Part IV (I am)

    I am your fear, hope
    I am your grief, joy
    I am your deed, word
    I am your hate, love

    I know... I can... Wanna stay...

  • Out Of Myself

    /he/

    I don't feel quite myself
    I think I'm losing heart
    I'm sick and tired of all those words
    Voices in my head
    I think I have become
    Another suffering of my soul

    You ask me how I'm feeling
    Looking in my eyes
    Hearing only what you want to hear
    I'm holding my breath
    Holding my time
    I wish you knew how I was hurt

    I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
    So please stop asking me for more
    Let me get this straight
    Let me get this right
    I need a place to be alone

    I need a place to be
    I need a breath to take
    Don't wanna scream with my mouth shut
    It leads us nowhere
    Stop looking at me like that
    This is not what I had in mind

    I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
    So please stop asking me for more
    Let me get this straight
    Let me get this right
    I need a place to be alone

    Let me get this straight
    Let me get this right

    Let me go
    You've just helped to get me out of myself

  • I Believe

    I learn to understand
    Getting harder to pretend is ok with me

    In this moment I believe
    And I want it so much
    In spite of everything

    You make me so real
    I don't have to shut myself in this cage of me
    I see what I haven't seen
    I wanna share my place to hide
    My place to feel
    With You

    In this moment I believe
    And I want it so much
    In spite of everything

    I learn to understand
    If only I was worth waiting for...

  • Loose Heart

    Raise me up
    Don't let me fall
    Cause I don't get myself
    I feel like I felt before
    But can't find my way

    All those feelings went away
    I may not be what you think I am
    Think we ought to find ourselves
    Think we ought to find ourselves
    Again...

    Raise me up
    Don't let me fall
    Cause it's getting so hard
    I feel like I felt before
    Maybe I only try?

    All those feelings went away
    I may not be what you think I am
    Think we ought to find ourselves
    Think we ought to find ourselves again
    All those questions never asked
    All those days are coming back to me now
    Dreams that can't be realised
    All those nights are coming back to me now
    And I know there're coming back to you

    Raise me up
    Raise me up, don't let me fall

  • In Two Minds

    Another day of talking
    And I'm in two minds
    I think I have to tell you
    I finally realised
    I know you'll never really get inside of me
    But I don't mean to hurt you
    Just let me disappear

    We used to like it
    Used to be
    In the sunset time of our dream
    For all these things we cannot change
    We cannot be
    We cannot stay

    But if you lose your faith
    Know that I am still your friend
    And if the sky falls down
    Know that I will still support you

  • The Curtain Falls

    I know what I'm really like...
    I'm bleeding...
    I don't mind...

    That was very foolish of me
    I can do nothing now

    Light shines in the darkness
    I don't wanna go
    Wish I could turn back time
    Oh my Guardian Angel
    Take me away from here
    I think I'm ready now
    But still can't make up my mind

    Memories of yesterday
    Hopes left behind
    I have to fade away now
    There's no other way out

    The curtain falls...

  • OK

    Need to stay right here
    I don't care if there is a better place
    I must try it myself
    Again
    My broken sleep will never be the same
    I'm only hanging on
    And waiting for another night

    There's sadness in my mind - ok
    There's darkness in my mind - ok

    What has come over me?
    Can't believe, but your tears leave me cold
    I'm walking through the dark
    Again
    And I am not afraid to be alone
    Anymore

    There's sadness in my mind - ok
    There's darkness in my mind - ok
    Thoughts echoing in my mind - ok
    Everything is gonna be...